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Little Boy by RIKU9495, literature

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Little Boy

There was a small boy Laughter to fill youre soul But this isnt about his life But his tragic deth Taken from this world To soon his smile Fell from the earth Mother cries out 'It should have been me!' Father holds her hand Refusing to believe His only son has gone With bright green eyes We cant forget Always wishing To help until his final days A sister cries softly Knowing its her fault Her brother is gone In the dead of night Shell slit her wrist In memory Of her only brother Paying itll pay her debt For killing the little boy No one can forget And as this boy Walks the halls he used To call his home He kno

True Interest - Chapter Two by RIKU9495, literature

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True Interest - Chapter Two

The day went by in a blur and before I knew it the last bell rang and I was finally able to get in my car and go home but as I walked to my car I saw Carissa going to the school buses Sweet some time alone with her "Hey Carissa you need a ride or something?" She looked up at me behind her blonde hair, her blue eyes pail like she was exhausted and ready to break down. She slowly nodded "That would be great" She held her books close to her chest as we walked in silence. When we reached my truck I glanced over as a faint smile grew on her face "Isuzu trooper? Didn't think you were into trucks" I laughed as I got in and started the car, the e

True Interest - Chapter One by RIKU9495, literature

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True Interest - Chapter One

By the third week of school everyone knew me by name. I was funny and clever and let's face it pretty good looking. Despite living in a poor neighborhood and being lesbian, which by the way isn't easy when your in high school no matter what other people would have you believe. I'll be honest I'm not the smartest or the strongest but when it came to girls I always knew exactly what to do. As I walked down the hall to my first class with my headphones in blasting my music I could hardly hear people as they said hi until that girl walked up to me. She came over to me and took my headphones out yelling in my ear "Hey Alex!" I laughed taking my

Second glance by RIKU9495, literature

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Second glance

Oh oh oh oh Oh oh oh oh Yeah Ive been thinking for a while now How great you would look Here by my side But I know you'll Never notice me Cuz your so focused On your own thoughts And Ive been trying get your attention But every thing I seem to do Gets me no where It seems like I'll never get you To give me that second glance Oh oh oh oh second glance Oh oh oh oh Just give it to me Yeah I seem to be freaking out now cuz you've been walkin down the street like you own the place Cuz your to busy showing your strut Just cuz you can Ohhh And Ive been trying get your attention But every thing I seem to do Gets me no wh

secrets by RIKU9495, literature

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secrets

Come with me, Lay beneath the stars In this little hammock of ours I understand if you're shy Cuz I would be too But ya know that I am here You don't have to stay all locked up Let me open you up Don't go off hiding Cuz with that look in your eyes I can tell that you have secrets You want to open up to me So while we lay underneath The beautiful night sky Whisper all your secrets In my ear In this faint moonlight Don't make me wait forever Oh my dear you know That im just an impatient child And I will understand That you never had me there before But I am here now To hold you up Forever and always From the mom

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Oh Death... by xxheartbreaker1020xx, literature

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Oh Death...

Oh Death what land do you haunt? Who's poor defenseless soul do you seek? You think it's funny and you like to taunt, But could you give me a sneak peek? Show me what being dead feels like. Is it everything I dream of? You know, you and I aren't so unlike. We both aren't good enough for love. Oh Death I'm ready for your presence. I'm ready to be on my deathbed. I can face up now to what I've done and pay the price, But you decide to ignore my pleas instead. I'm sure we can get along if you get to know me. I can promise you I'm as heartless as you, I have no soul to take to seal the deed, And no lovers or family to

The Monster And The Faithful by xxheartbreaker1020xx, literature

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The Monster And The Faithful

Up my spine and down my back, "Come to bed Sweetie I miss you so," Another crack of the whip and a fierce attack, Into the drain I watch our blood flow. How much more of this can we stand? She grabbed me by the hair, And whispered seductively, "Tell me again I'm not fair." Green eyes blazing she listened closely. A blade to my throat I watched her steady hand. "I still love you.. I always will. But tell dear when will this end? We're so young and have time to kill.. That life we want is waiting for us to attend." And then again she came back to me. The kindness came back and my baby blinked, "What happened to you?

In The Arms Of An Unfaithful Manikin by xxheartbreaker1020xx, literature

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In The Arms Of An Unfaithful Manikin

I can hear them, Right outside my window. Ever whispering only He can condemn. Bringing me deeper into my limbo The wind brings the pain, Of that life that will never be within my range. No matter how hard I strain, Some things never change. All I've wanted was for someone to come and listen, And hold me at night. Watch the moon as the light makes hopes glisten, And whisper in my ear that everything will be alright. That's all anything ever wants.. Someone to hold them as they listen to the wind talk. To save them from the thoughts of doubt that haunts, And the exhaustion that tears us from the flock. The wind sti

L'amore non dura per sempre by xxheartbreaker1020xx, literature

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L'amore non dura per sempre

The full moon was just starting to rise as I slowly came out of my nightmare. I could feel the cold, comforting rays of moonlight on my face and I felt something brush lightly against my back. "I told you to shut the window when you come in.. It's freezing." I whispered. "But you always sleep better when it's freezing in your room." She whispered back and I could hear a faint smile in her voice. I let the silence flood the room for a while before I said softly, "If I open my eyes will you still be there?" "I don't know." "You're just my imagination aren't you?" There was no answer, Slowly I turned to face the voice but I kept my

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Artist // Hobbyist // Photography

Sep 17
United States
Deviant for 13 years
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My name is Riku! I love my friends and my family. Im bipolar and have anger manegment problems. I miss golden a lot but iv moved on. Iv got great friends here and cant wait to see them everyday. Dont diss me i dont diss you. Im a song writer
Love makes the world go round so dont hate man. I love everyone until u hate me. But hate takes to much energy and stress right?
"Only you can make me happy" "Oh simple thing where have you gone I'm getting old and I need something to rely on So tell me when you're gonna let me in I'm getting tired and I need somewhere to begin" "

Current Residence: destiny island
Favourite genre of music: all kinds
MP3 player of choice: ipod touch
Wallpaper of choice: riku
Personal Quote: male is what i am

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Oh wow to hard

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to many

Favourite TV Shows

family guy, degrassi, american dad

Favourite Bands / Musical Artists

dude to much to count!

Favourite Books

Hunger games, vampire acadamy

Favourite Writers

o.O

Favourite Games

so many games

Favourite Gaming Platform

wii ds ps3

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sports miltary friends

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RIKU9495

Sep 22, 2012

18 and the world is mine

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My whole life every choice I made was for someone else. My mom or dad (tho they were never happy or proud) my brother my friends my girlfriend skyeler. Every choice, every road i went down, every thing i did was centered around them. But im 18 now. I might graduate on time, i need to think about myself and my future, and im terrifide ill loose everyone. I want to do music and art or become a teacher or a cop or a fed, i want to make something with my life and not sit around saying "What if". But if i do, with the plans skyeler and I have made, that degree will just hang on a wall and ill still say "What if, I could have helped a kid just like

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RIKU9495

Aug 28, 2012

been awhile

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So a lot has happened. I moved to a smaller house, I talked.to my dad, I'm almost 18, college is coming soon, and I'm already freaking out. Ever have those moments when you just wanna.break down? Yeah that's been the last few night for me. Its gotten so bed that I've started to get angry, bad angry. I don't know school just started and at first it was ok, all electives for my senior year, but now I'm just so lost. I have no drive for guitar or writing. I've lost all motivation to even get outa bed besides seeing Skyeler. I even hit a stand still in glee, I couldn't sing a fucking song on key and I started to just freak out. Music is my life,

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RIKU9495

Jul 15, 2012

Update and book

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So a lots happened lately, and we only have a few weeks till school starts (by weeks i mean like a month). Im pretty excited actually so i can work on more things and just be able to prove myself again. My depresstion has been off the charts the past couple nights but im starting to become a little happy. Im just glad that the night before i kinda talked to Skyeler. And ive decided that im a horrible wife to her (yeah wife :3) so im gonna become better. When we talked last night i told her bout my 8th grade baby egg projet and how i was so careful with it, even tho i acted like i wasnt, and she said that i should be like that and honestly whe